Not So Exciting

So its been a few days since my last entry and not one thing has changed haha. I am extremely bored with the rehab, upset that I am not playing, and dulled by the idea of one sided workouts. Although my studies are coming along pretty good, I feel disconnected from the game of baseball. Just sitting at practice watching everyone fly around the field, take groundballs, and pitchers  throw off the mound get me pretty ancy until I turn to the sky and think about what’s to come from my surgery. My arm never has any pain and its alittle more then about 2 months out. I have random shooting pains here and there but nothing bad. No soreness in the mornings, no soreness during rehab, and no soreness when stretching. All of these things keep me looking forward to whats to come when I dust off the old mit and take the wing for a good test drive at the beginning of next month. As far as my mental state at this point I think I’m stronger then I have ever been. Not confident wise, but more of the idea that because I feel good, I know everything is going to be alright. This keep me at peace with my situation. As far as the left arm, my elbow started hurting a few days ago so I let off alittle. It feels pretty good other then that, I am getting better with every toss. I find others trying to throw left all the time now, its kind of the routine for others to make fun of me, but hey it keeps me close to the game. As far as the physical state, I feel as if I’m getting to where I need to be for next year. Ive kept to a somewhat moderate diet, workout 3 days a week, run 4 days a week, and rehab everyday with the exception of weekends. All in all everything is piecing back one thing at a time and before you and I know it, this whole situation will be a thing in the past.